Monday, December 14, 2009

mine.


i need something to make me sleep well. :P

Men's Padini for sleep.


why?
blame the western movies and the propaganda of Jews.
but we women just cant help it to once in awhile wearing it.
i hardly used media masses image to show how i feel..but i make this an exception.
comfy = yes, feels sexy = definitely, make u feel good = well it depends.

kan?. told ya.

its monday already.

waking up at the wrong side of the bed this morning lead me to such no mood.
why? ntah lah.....thinking to much? ntah lah....missing him? :) ntah lah....
just no mood. 2 days ago was different....waking up Hugo boss entries...i was smiling the whole day.
non stop...today lain plak crita. ouh well...its just another lame day kot.
i wasn't doing much the whole entire day.
so i clean (yeah right)..so i do my work (yeahhh rightt)..so i did nothing (exactly).
Lady boss had a breakdown after confronting her youngest
with that she cook. amazingly weird but she did.
pity her actually, that the daughter hardly communicate with her anymore, tend to run-away or keep secret. a husband who having a hard time to express how he feels towards her or the situation.
really, if i can relate to a movie...it would be Malcolm in the Middle clash with Everybody Hate Chris.
if i were wearing her shoes, I'll be miserably depressed.
sorry, but i cant help it this time, your eldest need to get her own life, by doing this she is trying to be selfish and try to get her dreams on
her own.
i know you don't
understand but understand this,
your daughter had enough pain n suffering and being sad all the time.she need to move on .
hours go by....i am stuck in front of the PC. even Farah notice. ;)

night came Anna drop by try to settle la dy boss website, pity the internet are not fast enough for her to run the bloody site. almost midnight we spend the next 45 minutes on a car watching the sky n stars looking for shooting stars...it was awesome....the feeling he cant call me because of memasing battery out...plus the longing for that hugo boss smell make me a bit down on the mood...b ut looking at the stars and the shooting stars..recover me abit to last me till tmrow.








Sunday, December 13, 2009

taun lepas jerk kot


miss the social days..but most i miss of looking like that.....

gorgeous.

new word for today.

léawfinger lah korang.

hahaha.

Stay at Home

Due to the everyday not at home
both of us decide to stay at home today.
spring cleaning house chores Sunday
my project is

my work room.

my wardrobe.

the deck.

living room.

i ditch breakfast with shak n syaz...even a trip to Genting with yatt & yell, anna n udey , chapit n din.
just to be at home.
typical.

sesquipedalianis


new years resolution.

A New Year's resolution is a commitment that an individual makes to a project or the reforming of a habit, often a lifestyle change that is generally interpreted as advantageous.

tonight syaz told me to set a resolution since I'm already doing it. lelagi its end of the year.
she advice to write it and put on the wall where ever i set my eyes on.
love to....but i really don't want the lady boss to know.
( tension to much to bear)
so i listed here first.

syaz almost listed all.


  • Get a Full-time job (the every month sustaining income)
  • Open a merge account (for the future ;)
  • Plan future finance
  • Move out from the house
  • Get an apartment by the end of 2010


cool kan. because i am doing it.